| &&i break in two over you |
[January24th0724PM] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
scared |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
autumns monologue |
] |
i'm tired of all this.
i'm tried of walking home alone. i'm tired of your emotionles voice. i'm tired of being the one calling first. always. i'm tired of waiting for things to get better. i'm tired of crying alone in the park. i'm tired of the silence. i'm tired of thinking of you when i know you're not thinking of me. i'm tired of toying with the idea of breaking up. i'm tired of wondering what it's going to be like after that. i'm tired of feeling alone when im with you. i'm tired of feeling like you never loved me. i'm tired of looking back on the past and remembering how much better it was. i'm tired of wanting to be somewhere else. i'm tired of not being able to laugh when i'm with you.
i'm tired of being mad... i'm tired of not liking who i am. i thought i could do this, but you're not making it easy. i'm not this strong. you should know that. i don't know.
i guess i'm just sad that you don't care anymore.
i might have to end it.
|
|
|
[January18th0655PM] |
private.
|
|